mylife

2012-01-27T11:05:00.001+08:00

Everytime gado, kau ckp eh da mcm single uh. The fact is kau yg tknk contact aku sbb tkd mood then aku leave u some space skejap. Tu pon kau ckp kau mcm single. Padahal aku text kau abe kau yg nk bolayan aku. Call jgn ckp. Tk lyn terus. Klau psl dkt rumah aku tdi aku fhm uh. Then psl mkn is it? Aku da ckp sorry pe. Aku tak fhm kau punye no mood knp. Lgy terok dari girls PMS. Kdg2 aku naik pnt tau sbb everytime gado aku try to make things better and slalu pujok kau. Kdg2 aku pon nk kau pujok aku mcm laki lain pujok pompuan diorg. Aku cume nk rase mcm mane rase nye kau takot kehilangan aku. Aku kdg2 tk tau dan tk rase cinta kau pon. Hais. Im done saying. Fikirlah sendiri.

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2011-12-30T00:50:00.001+08:00

The fact is i want to dance with dc girls and join competition with them. but bf confirm tk suke. Dont ask y i say tt. U just see. If i join them then nvr text hym da gado. Ltr u see dkt twitter or fb he will post sad stuff. Then i say sorry he like nvr care lps tu gado. Then if anything happen he say i still got kwn wat and all that shitz. See now u know why i nvr join my dc girls bcoz if i have a gd time with them one day im gona suffer for days gado with bf. And yes all the fights started with me. Soo i must prevent it. Sigh.

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2011-12-29T23:44:00.001+08:00

How i wish bf would surprised me smth for our 2yrs anni after im bck from work. Make smth ke. Tkd duit its not the end wat. U have ur brain. Think. I also last time schooling soo little money sia. Still i manage to do smth. I love surprises. But oh well. The last time he surprise me wad last yr valentine. With the cake.

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2011-12-18T22:29:00.001+08:00

I feel soo blessed today. All the problems i felt were gone. Baby made me feel at ease. All my previous post i Look at it i feel bless tt it is all ans. I love u hairi.

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2011-12-18T02:13:00.001+08:00

The reason i type all that down is because its wat i feel. I dont meant to start a fight. Just ur understanding is enough.

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2011-12-18T01:22:00.001+08:00

Fuck sial. My gums are hurting soo fucking badly. I tell ppl they ignore me. Even my fam? Yerla. Aku kn penipu. Haha. But seriously. No joke. It hurts a lot tt i cant even close my mouth NOW. NOT JUST NOW. BUT THIS FREAKING SEC. ouch.

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2011-12-18T00:01:00.001+08:00

Lastly i wanted a job was bcoz i want to gain exprerience. And i need cash to support me. My parents are short of money now. I got no motive to leave u alone or anything. Nnt mcm last yr. I gain no working exprerience. Tu yg buat i takot. Org lain pon gf diorg keje okay je. Ttp strong together. Its how u look at it la b. For once can u support me. Encourage me. I hapi gyler if u can do tt. I taknk gado. Im just tired holding it in my heart as i cant tell u my side of view.

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2011-12-17T23:55:00.001+08:00

Mummy been asking him to tell hairi to have a part time job meanwhile since his family susah and he is 19 yrs old already. This could make him have his own allowance. Keje during hols je cause i know dr ni pemalas time skola nk keje. And so tt dr boleh ade duit untk mkn. If his other friends can do it why not him. When i hint him he say mls. If kawin mcm mane eh. If i say like this he will say tk pyh kawin. Padahal org tgh nk dr try jdi independent and cergas soo tt dr ade duit untk diri dr. But i dont know how to tell cause end up he put the blame on me as usual then we gado bigtime. Hais. And another thing tt bother me is tt he keep on teling me im gona have a new bf. Wtf. Mmg dulu yg psl laki tu ade crisis sikit. Tapi tu dulu sey. Klau gitu aku pon boleh ungkit psl pompan yg dulu dr lyn 24/7 tu. Aku ni cinta giler babi dkt dr. Dr tk npk2 ke? Aku da byk berubah sbb nk menambat hati dr. Balik2 aku yg salah. Hais. Kdg2 aku rase sunyi sgt. Lonely gyler. I just need him to love me and have his attention. Tu je. And i really do love him. Hais. And paling best is tt dr akn suddenly mood swing. Ttz it. Semue slh aku. Walaupon dr tk ckp but i know it. Nvm. I must tahan and fight for this love. Because i dont want it to end. It means a lot to me.

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2011-10-22T23:29:00.001+08:00

I want u to stop hating me and start trusting me, have faith in me, talk abt ur problems and lastly love me like u never wanted to lose me. Is it soo hard? Stop hurting me with all those harsh words. Im hurt enough.